And so, I finally said the words..

Despite fear and doubt, i finally said it.   It has been a long time and this is the time I finally felt comfortable in telling someone that I love him.   Among the firsts:   First time that I will be able to celebrate a special occasion on a specific date - May 18. I cried my fear out of previous experiences. I was able to fully open my heart and got accepted as I am. I feel secure with a simple touch on the back or a kiss on the hand. I feel overwhelmed (and goosebumps sometimes) with a simple text message or a chat session.   I know this person. I love him. I am keeping a positive outlook. I am keeping my faith and putting my trust.   I am happy. The happiest I can remember.