karma

i just finished reading a blog from a friend. i don't know her that much, nor does she to consider me such since i only met her for a very brief instance of time. on her blog, she let out most of her hatred and pent up emotions because of a relationship that went bad.

bad - kase, it did not end very well. in fact, it ended up with a third party involvement which i could say is the worst that anybody (i hope!) could imagine.

my ex and i broke up because he fell out of love and i kept thinking sana may third party na involved. para may reason akong magalit, maging bitter, and magalit sa mundo. i suffered, alright (this part will be published separately, kasi meron pang ibang reason kung bakit ako nag suffer.. hehehe). but not as much as she suffered.

every letter, word, and sentences shouted out with pain, grief, and confusion. pain kasi halos umamin yata ung guy na meron daw ibang nagugustuhan. grief kasi for a girl who loves her boyfriend dearly, sobrang sampal un. tulad nga ng sabi nya sa blog nya, halos maloka cia. confusion kasi i think anybody could tell na mahal nya ung guy pero torn din at the same time kung papatawarin ba nya, i-aacept, and ico-continue pa ung relationship.

sobrang hirap and i really feel for her. hindi awa, pero somehow, nagbo-bounce ung sakit nya eh. kahit papano, apektado ako kahit hindi applicable ung situation nya sakin. di ko nga natingnan na kung kelan pa ung post na un. baka kasi sobrang late na, gusto ko pa naman maki-comment..

to all the people na walang pakundangan manakit ng kapwa, beware. what comes around, goes around (tama ba ung motto na to? hehehe). PAG NAGBOUNCE BACK (email?) ANG KARMA, it will be a thousand times painful kesa sa na-inflict nyo na damage (pokemon? :))