bitter?

well, m tired of crying my heart out. finally, everything has come to a stop. we are officially done. no more thinking of possibilities of being together again. no more wondering if there is still hope, a chance of getting back.

after almost 5 years of being in a relationship, it is kind of hard. habits are formed and a lot of memories have been invested. it is difficult, i know, it could have been sooner. even i am kind of confused as to what happened and what went wrong. i tried to be clingy, and passive, agressive, angry. there's a lot going on right now.

i want to get out. i need to get out. everything is closing in, yet, i don't have the power to stop the hurt. hurts like hell but hey, nothing was meant to be easy.

Rainy days and Monday

Rainy days and Monday



Talkin' to myself and feeling old.

Sometimes I'd like to quit;

Nothing ever seems to fit;

Hangin' around, nothing to do but frown;

Rainy days and Mondays always get me down



What I've got they used to call the blues:

Nothin' is really wrong;

Feelin' like I don't belong;

Walkin' around, some kind of lonely clown;

Rainy days and Mondays always get me down



Funny, but it seems that I always wind up-a here with you;

Nice to know somebody loves me.

Funny, but it seems that it's the only thing to do:

Run and find the one who loves me.



(*) What I feel is come and gone before:

No need to talk it out;

We know what it's all about.

Hangin' around, nothing to do but frown;

Rainy days and Mondays always get me down



Funny but it seems that it's the only thing to do,

Run and find the one who loves me



Repeat (*)



Hangin' around, nothing do to but frown;

Rainy days and Mondays always get me down



I am able to relate to the song. The Carpenters have always been one of my favorite performers. I guess, there really is a rainy day or a Monday to put us down.