A Desperate Move

all things considered, i consider myself a nice person. i don't harm anybody, i see to it that i never step on anybody just to get things to turn to my advantage. i was once played a fool by a group of people before, but that was all behind me. i was able to move on and put the past behind me. a recent event however, made me laugh so hard it hurt.

below is a conversation that i did not expect, much less the person involved. please take into consideration that after 5 years of being in a relationship with the same person, i knew right away who i was talking to.

legend:
ckmm20 - ako (joanne)
babolface20/ mj dirdams - roshel gutierrez pretending to be mj

if i had one regret, that would be was when i ignored her friend request in fb. had i approved it, then the account would have been tagged as well. enjoy!

(5:39:33 AM) babolface20: nabanggit ni seph na sabi mo "aakyat daw kayo ah/
(5:39:44 AM) babolface20: tinatanong tuloy nya ako kung naguusap tayo
(6:30:03 AM) m.j dirdams: hi
(6:30:45 AM) m.j dirdams: nagkachat kc kami ni seph
(6:30:57 AM) m.j dirdams: nasabi nya na nabanggit mong "akyat kayo ha"
(6:30:59 AM) m.j dirdams: ;)
(6:32:27 AM) m.j dirdams: may pasok ka ba?
(6:34:56 AM) m.j dirdams: di ka naman sumasagot
(6:34:00 AM) ckmm20: ano ba gusto mong marinig?
(6:35:38 AM) m.j dirdams: bakit nasabi mo kay seph yun
(6:35:56 AM) m.j dirdams: :)
(6:36:46 AM) m.j dirdams: how are you?
(6:37:21 AM) m.j dirdams: kylan ba tayo huling nakapagusap or chat ng maayos
(6:37:26 AM) m.j dirdams: it's been a while
(6:37:45 AM) m.j dirdams: just let me know if you don't want to chat with me
(6:37:31 AM) ckmm20: hindi lang ikaw ung pwede kong tukuyin kay cef
(6:37:48 AM) ckmm20: huli tayong nagchat or nagusap was before tayo naghiwalay
(6:38:09 AM) ckmm20: and you should know the obvious
(6:39:58 AM) m.j dirdams: inaadd nga kita sa facebook ayaw mo nman
(6:40:05 AM) m.j dirdams: tapos na yun
(6:40:20 AM) m.j dirdams: pinapaadd ka kc ni Roshel dahil friends naman nya mga ex nya
(6:39:17 AM) ckmm20: pinapaadd ka kc ni Roshel dahil friends naman nya mga ex nya
(6:41:44 AM) m.j dirdams: yes
(6:42:10 AM) m.j dirdams: saka more than 1 year na yung nangyari
(6:43:34 AM) m.j dirdams: she asked me yesterday kung nagkausap tayo sa YM kc may nagbanggit sa kanya na taga QA.
(6:44:09 AM) m.j dirdams: anyway, nagulat lang ako at nagsabi ni seph ng ganun
(6:44:18 AM) m.j dirdams: i'm still the same mj na kilala mo
(6:45:16 AM) m.j dirdams: laki na kaya ng inaanak mo :)
(6:44:53 AM) ckmm20: i am not sure kung anong laro tong gusto mong mangyari, so sure, i'll play along. a few conditions will apply
(6:45:30 AM) m.j dirdams: what play?
(6:45:31 AM) ckmm20: una - don't dare na magbanggit ka ng QA. if u think for a second na kayo ang kakampihan ng family ko, u better think again
(6:45:37 AM) m.j dirdams: conditions like what
(6:46:13 AM) ckmm20: ung inaanak ko, i am very much updated, di nyo kelangan na i-update ako. merong gumagawa nun para saken
(6:46:35 AM) m.j dirdams: i mean ok lang naman malaman ni Roshel dahil me tiwala nman sya gusto lang nya alam nya. sino naguupdate sayo si ate?
(6:46:45 AM) ckmm20: at kung ikaw man c mj, maybe i do, maybe i don't
(6:46:51 AM) ckmm20: start coming out clean
(6:47:03 AM) ckmm20: walang napapala kung magsissinungaling kayo the second time
(6:47:28 AM) ckmm20: i might have been fooled once by the whole perimeter team, pero, i have nothing to lose now
(6:47:39 AM) m.j dirdams: i just followed my heart at kung san ako masaya pero napagsisihan kona yung nagawa ko sayo
(6:47:54 AM) ckmm20: sa tingin nyo ba, maa-appease ng chat ung ginawa nyo?
(6:48:00 AM) ckmm20: di ako kasing babaw nyo
(6:48:37 AM) ckmm20: kung masaya ka sa relationship nyo, don;t waste it chatting with me
(6:48:44 AM) m.j dirdams: it's very obvious na galit ka pa
(6:48:52 AM) ckmm20: wala na akong paki kung nagsisisi ka or what
(6:49:02 AM) ckmm20: hindi maaalis un
(6:49:07 AM) ckmm20: or kayo for that matter
(6:49:10 AM) m.j dirdams: chinat kita kc nga nagtanong si Roshel at isa lang nasa list nya si Sherlie
(6:49:38 AM) m.j dirdams: anyway, di naman sinabi kung sino nagsabi but wala akong matandaan na chinat kita or nagchat tayo 1 or 2 months ago
(6:49:55 AM) m.j dirdams: ngayon lang i even asked for your YM pa nga
(6:56:44 AM) m.j dirdams: isa lang nasa YM ni Roshel si Sherlie. Di ako nagbibintang pero bat nya sasabihin sa gf ko na naguusap tayo. kaya kinausap kita dahil wala akong matandaang nagkausap tayo sa YM
(6:57:22 AM) m.j dirdams: mag2 years na kami ni Roshel and she mentioned dun sa QA na we are engaged
(6:57:26 AM) m.j dirdams: tapos binanggit yun
(6:57:52 AM) m.j dirdams: anyway, kung galit ka pa rin sana mawala na yan. youknow how sorry i am
(6:58:32 AM) m.j dirdams: i really love her and i can't live without my miel
(6:58:57 AM) m.j dirdams: ayoko lang nakakarinig or nagtatanong ng ganun lalot hindi totoo
(7:03:52 AM) ckmm20: it's funny, am talking to sherlie right now and nagulat cia
(7:04:14 AM) ckmm20: anyway, kung ung point mo lang is kung ikaw ung tinukoy ko kay cef, ndi ikaw un
(7:04:34 AM) ckmm20: unless nagka-amnesia ka, na di mo maalala kung nagkachat man tayo or what
(7:08:43 AM) m.j dirdams: kailan tayo nagchat khit ipakita mo to kay Shirlie
(7:08:49 AM) m.j dirdams: so sya ba nagsabi kay Roshel
(7:09:19 AM) m.j dirdams: forward to me what we have discussed
(7:11:18 AM) ckmm20: ano bang sinabi, at anong discussion? out of the blue, hahanapan mo ko ng kung ano ano
(7:11:54 AM) m.j dirdams: ask Shirlie ayoko lang sya tanungin ng diretso dahil nakakatawa
(7:12:03 AM) m.j dirdams: di ko ipagpapalit si Roshel kahit kanino
(7:12:13 AM) m.j dirdams: we are getting married and ayoko na ng chismis
(7:12:21 AM) ckmm20: alam mo Roshel, kung nagaaway kayo, wag nyo ako idamay
(7:12:57 AM) m.j dirdams: Roshel?
(7:13:21 AM) m.j dirdams: tigilan mo kami at wag ng guluhin
(7:13:24 AM) ckmm20: nananahimik ako. alam ko kung nagsisinungaling ang tao sakin, hindi ako tanga
(7:13:37 AM) m.j dirdams: sabihan mo si Shirlie
(7:13:48 AM) ckmm20: kung gusto nyo ng pagaawayan, madami jan, wag nyo ako isali
(7:14:06 AM) ckmm20: enough na ung ginawa nyo sakin before, di ako ung tipong nagngugugulo for the sake of it
(7:14:20 AM) ckmm20: kung ikakasal na kayo, well and good
(7:14:28 AM) ckmm20: congratulations in advance
(7:14:36 AM) m.j dirdams: and you are invited
(7:14:41 AM) m.j dirdams: tigilan na lang yung chismis
(7:14:50 AM) ckmm20: kung kelangan mo ng assurance - ayan, "i am so happy for you!"
(7:14:56 AM) m.j dirdams: ichat ko din si Shirlie
(7:15:06 AM) ckmm20: go, kung san ka masaya
(7:15:12 AM) m.j dirdams: delete me on your list
(7:15:15 AM) m.j dirdams: block me
(7:16:25 AM) ckmm20: u know what, di ko cguro buburahin, this is somewhat like a medal
(7:16:48 AM) ckmm20: biruin mo, ikakasal na, pero insecured enough para mandamay ng wala naman paki sa kanila
(7:17:04 AM) ckmm20: kakatawa ka