new look

pink must be my subconscious' favorite color. i also think it is high time that i change my blog's looks. i may be no money-generator, still i like the idea of having an online diary.

i soon will be posting pictures of my friends. one left the sanctity of single blessedness but we know she is happy with her soon to be baby..

will sure post soon.

angels and demons

frankly, i was disappointed. just like all the other movies that originated from a book, the movie version was too squeezed in on a very limited time frame, making some of the important details of the book missing. for those who haven't watched the movie yet, do not read this. here are some of the important points missing on the movie:

*maximillian kohler was not given any role on the movie
*leonardo vetra, friend of the late pope, and father of vittoria vetra was supposed to die with the Illuminati emblem. he was also killed because of the antimatter.
*it was maximillan who called robert langdon.
*robert was brought to CERN first to be educated with the antimatter. this is also where he first met vittoria.
*the chief of the vatican guard immediately hated vittoria because her outfit was not appropriate
*story about the camerlegno was not published

i could go on and on about the things that were missed. i could say that i paid extra to hang out with my friends.

kapitan sino

being a bob ong fanatic, i see to it that i collect his works. i admire the way he writes and his style. he is brutally frank but can be forgiven because there are a lot of truth in it. anyway, here is the latest addition, (i feel lucky because i was the third person to buy it and there were only 20 copies on National Bookstore - Eastwood), Kapitan Sino..



oh, and i bought an archie comic and confessions of a shopaholic too!

vacay

i wanna go on vacation.. to stop thinking.. to at least keep my mind off things.. the question is, where?

hirap magdecide. i think there is a plan to go to biak na bato by the end of the month, so at least, there is something to look forward to..

best wishes

just got home from las pinas. we attended my cousin's wedding yesterday at the Sto. Nino parish church. though the preparations were rushed and not very organized, at the end of the day, what matters the most is that they still ended in each others arms.

hold it!

i can say that love is there to stay for them. i am wishing them all the love and blessings in the world. though i was not able to know all my cousins that well, i am happy to know that everyone else still matters, and through tough times, we still wish each other all the best.

kuya mike and ate nina, again, congratulations and best wishes!

p.s

pictures will follow.. :)

underestimated

how did the line go? "leave her out of this" ba or "she has nothing to do with this", ingat sa pag-blog..

i can't believe you are thinking that i would stoop that low. once again, i was underestimated by someone who mattered the most in my life before.

do you honestly think that i would send a hate mail, ask for a confrontation, or even send somebody to warn her? HA! i am finding it funny all of a sudden. ang pathetic. ciempre, ako si tanga na naman, apektado..

come on! i was the one left hanging. sure i asked for closure but the circumstances are different now. "it just happened" does not happen in a short span of 3 months. let alone that both of you just came out of a commitment.

sabi nga nila, believe in karma. ako, i am a firm believer, and i had my taste already. una- unahan lang talaga cguro.

nga pala, to those who does not know the meaning, here it is:
underestimated : to place too low a value on

sa mga nakakaintindi, this meaning does not necessary mean that one would lower her values and standards to prove that they are underestimated. it is a matter of how one should be able to stand up to what others think one's limits are

tsk..

ganun ba talaga ako kabilis palitan..

now i am really wondering kung ginawa mo lang dahilan yang spark and all the stupid alibis na binigay mo before. how long has it been going on?

as much as i would like to wish you happiness, i just can't find it anywhere in my heart. i lost everything, my best friend and all.

how i wish you'd hurt real bad, that you never find happiness or yourself at all.

words of wisdom

"if we can only stop comparing ourselves with others, I believe that we'll be happier and more at peace within"
excerpt from "you can make your life beautiful" from Bo Sanchez

i was given the chance to read this book by one of my good friend. at first, i was reluctant since the title has this "religious" flavor on it. surprisingly enough, i read through the first page and found out that it did have this certain flavor but it is also something that shouts "everything you read is true and did happen".

all i know about Bo Sanchez is that he is a preacher. i have an idea that he is from a catholic church but again, i do not know anything, period. i liked the book. no questions. i like the way he relates the story of life as well as his wisdom.

it is indeed true that we will never be happy unless we stop comparing. be contented, if not, go for what we think is best for us. we do not need a comparison just so we can achieve something. let us not be demotivated just because we think we are better than others but are not compensated enough. everything has a reason. instead, let us be more driven and show them what we are made of.

ho hum..

spent 4 additional effing hours in the office..

gave dora and tuting a bath..

slept for 5 hours or so..

had an idea that i want to study again..

trashed the idea as i am still paying off some debts..

not so looking forwad to my 3 days off..

trying to do "inarte" because i am broke..

cooked hotdog with tomato sauce..

trying to do "panggap" in looking for schools.. see reason above..

time to get moving, else i will be late again..

help

my kittens are in big trouble.

i am not sure what happened but dora and tuting has this wound in their tongue. it prevents them from eating and drinking and they are salivating like crazy. worst part is it had to happen at a time when i don't have any money.

i am so worried that i even try to wipe their mouth once in a while. i gave up one of my pillows so they could lie there. they are so weak and i am hoping they would get well soon. both of them are the most "makulit" and they are the sort of favorites here.

if anybody know of a safe and trusted medicine, please let me know. i can't stand seeing my babies suffer..